At the ripe old age of 34 my life started over. I'm passionate about cooking and trying new dishes. I dabble in scrapbooking and home decorating, and I have an impressive shoe collection. I love to travel to new places, but Honduras is my favorite. After trying to get and stay pregnant for almost 2 years, we are expecting our first baby May 9th, 5 days after my 38th birthday.



Chris is the most amazing man I've ever known. After "meeting" on match.com, we had our first date December 12, 2007. We were engaged by July and married on October 11, 2008. I would be lost without him. I never knew life could be this good!



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Monday, August 17, 2009

Feast with the Beast

This weekend Chris & I went to the Knoxville Zoo for their annual Feast with the Beast. It's been years since I've been, so we didn't know what to expect. It turned out to be so fun and we had some very yummy food. I didn't take any food pictures, but we had some excellent bread pudding from New Orleans on the River. Even though it's in Sevierville, we WILL be making that long drive to get some more. Also, most of my friends know that I do not usually eat any meat off the bone. I'm not a picky eater (at all) but I do not like to chew and gnaw on bones. However, Texas Road House had some amazing ribs that just melted in your mouth.


The rhino's have the right idea. The only way to stay cool was to be submerged in water. It was only about 85 degrees, but it was so humid. Felt like Memphis to me. We ate our yummy ribs while the pleasant rhino odor drifted over us.


We moved on to the tent where they were playing some super loud country music. No wonder we found an empty table here. There was also some weird rice concoction with coconut that we didn't care for. Had to wash that down with a margarita. I'm hiding behind Chris in this picture so you can't see that I'm covered in sweat. I felt like I was melting.

Here's my mother-in-law and Steve trying the weird coconut rice. Notice the almost full plates. Once the sun went down it cooled off a bit and we were able to try foods from all the vendors. Not sure if we'll go back next year, but it was definitely a fun experience.

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Friday, August 14, 2009

My Favorite Place on Earth

I'm joining in again over at Kelly’s Korner. I have had so much fun with these blog hops. Today is Vacation Spots. Honduras is my favorite place on earth. I've been blessed to go there several times. I've only been there specifically for vacation once, the other times have been mission trips. We worked in Tegucigalpa for 2 weeks each time and then spent a few days in Roatan, one of the bay islands off the coast in the Caribbean sea. Chris hasn't been there and I can't wait to take him! You might say to yourself, this is not much of a vacation, but I always come back so refreshed and relaxed with a renewed sense of where I'm going and what I want to do with my life.

All the girls from the trip, the teenagers and the adult chaperons. I love you all!



We build houses for families in the communities. On this trip, we built 10 houses in 12 days.


This is the sweet lady and one of her many children that will live here in front of the finished house. Notice there is no floor. This is basically a one room shack, but the people are always so grateful. I always come back with such a sense of not needing as much stuff.


The rivers in Honduras look a LOT like the ones in East TN. Funny story about this cliff jumping. All the kids were jumping off and they were like, come on Hope, you can do it. This is the kind of thing I WOULD normally do, but frankly, the water looked a bit shallow to me. But they said it was fine, just keep your knees up. So I jumped. I kept my knees up. And when I hit the water, I promptly sat on the bottom. When I stood up, the water was barely past my waist. It's a miracle no one was injured!




Now for Roatan





The beautiful sunset viewed from Eagle Ray's, where I always eat the coconut grouper. YUM!


Touring the mangrove tunnels, where the pirates used to hide from the British Fleet.


The beautiful beach cabanas where we stay in the West End.


Darling picture of all our flippers before we went snorkeling. The water is amazing clear and calm. Because of the reef, the shoreline is more like a lake, very smooth, with no big waves. Great for walking in and viewing the underwater life.


I can't wait to go back!

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

"Green" Soup

****UPDATE***** I'm adding the recipe at the bottom so I can participate in the fun over at Kelly’s Korner. I'm not much of a measurer, but I'll give it my best guess. Happy Cooking!


My new sister-in-law is, (how shall we say)........... Green. She's sailed all over the world, lived in Central America, New Zealand and is now working on a coffee farm in Hawaii. Yes, we are going to visit. Soon. She's a vegetarian and is a very good cook. For a wedding gift, she gave us an annual subscription to a local CSA, which I just recently discovered stands for Community Sustainable Agriculture. We just call it Green Man Farm. Every Saturday, we go down to the Farmer's Market and pick up our weekly share of vegetables.

I didn't really know what to think of it at first, but thought it would be cool. Then the first week came. In our share, we got some greens that looked like, I kid you not, clover. Turns out they're pea greens. And they're quite tasty in soup. And it only got better from there. We had the tastiest broccoli I have ever eaten. We also got kale, which I had never tried before. Since I didn't know what to do with it, I googled kale recipes and mostly found soup. Some looked OK, but they weren't exactly what I wanted, so I modified. And came up with one of the best soups I have ever eaten. I felt like Giada De Laurentiis cooking in the kitchen.




Everything here except the broth, hot sauce, pasta and beans came from the CSA or my garden.






A little tour of what it looked like while cooking.



The Finished Product. Yum!

RECIPE


1 tablespoon olive oil
2 gloves garlic
1 bunch of kale
2 leeks or 1 medium sweet onion
2 to 3 medium potatoes (any kind)
3 to 4 carrots
1 slice very thick cut ham
1 large tomato
1 can Navy Beans
approx. 3 cups chicken broth
1 cup of tube pasta or gnocchi (I prefer the gnocchi)
hot sauce to taste (we like it hot, I use 3 to 4 tablespoons)

Chop all ingredients ( I usually do it as I go along) Heat olive oil in large stock pot. Saute garlic & kale until very wilted. Add leeks, saute until soft. Add potatoes and carrots and saute until crisp. Add ham, tomato and beans, saute until warm. Add chicken broth, bring to a boil. Once boiling add pasta and hot sauce. Turn heat to warm or low and cover. Let smirrer for about an hour. Serve.
P.S. This soup does not freeze well after the pasta is added. If you want to freeze, remove some before adding the pasta, cool and freeze. When reheating, add pasta when it comes to a boil.

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Monday, August 10, 2009

I Hate Garage Sales

And yet I don't. In the past I have always disliked them. I'm kind of a germ-a-phobe. I don't like digging through other people's dirty, stinky, yucky rejects. I'm always amazed that you go to a sale and you see torn or stained clothes with a $3 price tag. NOBODY wants damaged clothes. From 1982. Not even for a quarter. That being said, Raechel was posting so many good finds, that it inspired me to give it another try. And I've learned a lot this summer. If you pick and choose the neighborhoods you want to go to, you can find quite a few nifty little treasures. For Example:





$5.00 - This only retails for around $30, but it was brand new, still had the plastic wrapped around it with the bubble wrap inside the box and I was planning on buying one before Thanksgiving this year anyways, so I went for it. That's a savings of $25.



$5.00 - I got this lovely apothecary jar that I immediately put on my mantel. Again, $5 is a little steep for a garage sale, but I was going to buy one from Pottery Barn anyways, and would have had to pay at least $50, so I consider it a steal!!!!!


$0.25 - I got this darling little turquoise (we all know how I love it) dress. I know I don't have a daughter yet, but I can dream can't I??? I want her to wear it with a pair of these Baby Legs. (no news on the baby front, still in the 2WW)



$3.00 - This is a full size wicker chair that will go perfectly in the guest room that I have set up for my niece. I didn't even have to bargain, she had it priced at $3. I'm going to spray paint it purple and recover the cushions in some funky fabric.

And the best deal that I got, sorry no picture, was an end table. I went to an "estate sale" in a gated community. They basically opened the doors to the house and everything inside was for sale. I got an end table for $30 that still had the $250 price tag on it. And it exactly matched our entertainment center. Score!

Now I'm hooked. I'll be treasure hunting every Saturday morning, schedule permitting, from now on.

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Dancing the Night Away

We had our wedding and reception in my friend Kym's backyard. It turned out to be a wonderful venue. Before hand, when we were working in the yard, building the dance floor and getting things ready to go, I was beginning to think maybe we should have just rented a place. But once the day came, all the hard work was worth it. It was a very unique and personal setting. We wanted it to be a PARTY, you know, FUN. So we planned good food, good wine, plenty of beer and great music. Good times.





I love this picture of the wedding party and all the guests on the dance floor. I always wondered why photographers didn't get a "group shot" at weddings. I specifically requested Morgan to take this picture and Uncle Jim (can you guess who he is?) really made the picture for us.





I made the Cabana curtains. They are now hanging in my dining room and will grace the windows in my office/scrapbook room in the near future.




The beautiful and tasty cake. Christy and I made the flower embellishments out of fondant. My friend Diana made the double chocolate amaretto cake with ganache icing. YUM. Check out the too cute napkins that I got at Swoozie’s.












He surprised me with this little kiss and it's one of my favorite pics.




We wanted the food to be GOOD. And different. So we had Taste of Thai (one of our favorite resturants) and Sushi. We loved it.



I embellished the take out boxes with our intial for the stir fry. Soooo cute!



We actually ate our wedding. Remember, I wanted it to be a party.
I always eat at parties.



We couldn't figure out how to get and keep the beer cold. No industrial size frig at someone's home. So we improvised and used this baby pool. A little trashy, but at least it was blue.





We did a bit better on the wine. My mother- in- law got these drink tubs at Bed, Bath & Beyond for $5 each. And she let me keep them!




And now for the Dancing......................................





I think Fred had more fun than anyone.



A Full Dance Floor.






My Dad with Flo.


Last Dance.

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Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Shark Week!



I was just commenting to Chris the other day that I was so bored with summer TV. No Survivor, No Lost, No Top Chef, nothing to watch. We did watch the entire first 2 seasons of Breaking Bad on video. I don't recommend it if you have a weak stomach or are easily offended. It has been good though. Very good character development and plot line. I just have to tune out the bad stuff.

But this week is Shark Week! My DVR is getting full. I will have weeks of programs to watch. Chris is gonna get sick of the sharks. I'm already seeing him breaking out the laptop to play in a poker tournament, while I learn all sorts of interesting things about these magnificent creatures. Air Jaws is my very fave and someday I want to go to South Africa myself and see them launch themselves in the air. That's a long flight, though.

For all of you scared to go swimming in the ocean after shark week, I learned an interesting fact this morning. Approximately 4 people die each year from a shark attack. 150 people die from a falling coconut. Raise you hand if you're now scared of coconuts.




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Monday, August 3, 2009

So Hard to Share

I've only recently discovered the blog world, and I have been amazed at some of the things I have read on blogs. At first, I was a little surprised at all the details that some people felt comfortable enough to share. Let me be the first to say, I'm not a private person. I don't mind talking about things. In fact, I find it helpful to talk things over with friends and family. The only thing is, very few people can really understand what I'm going through or how I feel when it comes to infertility.

Then I discovered blogs where people are not only going through some of the same things, they are going through things far worse than me. I was in complete denial and did not want to accept that I was one of the infertile. I didn't want to share because that would mean I was one of them. I didn't want to know what BFN, TTC, or CM stood for. They say that accepting something is the first step in overcoming it, right?

So I'm sharing. With the 3 people that read this blog. Infertility sucks. There, I said it. I wish someone could just tell me what to do. If they did I would do it. But the Dr can't find anything wrong, so I can't fix it. I just have to wait. Patiently. Yeah right.

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TTC #2

April 2012 - Back to RE, Bloodwork is good, order drugs from overseas

May 2012 - Uncle Robert dies, have to be in Memphis when cycle starts, postponed until next month

June 2012 - Cycle day one - wrong - cyst on right ovary, put on BC to calm ovaries

July 2012 - Ovulated through the birth control, tyring old fashion way, did PIO and heparin shots, BFN

August 2012 - 150 U.I. Follistim 1x/day, only 1 egg, cancel Ganirelix, go ahead with IUI #1, 22 million sperm post wash, heparin & PIO injections - BFN

September 2012 - Skipping a month, couldn't get the drugs in time for the start of my cycle

October 2012 - 225 U.I. Follisitm 2x/day, Ganirelix, 3 mature follicles, IUI #2, 22 million sperm post wash, PIO and heparin injections - BFP

November 2nd - 1st beta, not good - 9

November 5th - 2nd beta - 3, chemical pregnancy

November 2012 - 2 weeks BC

December 2012 - 225 UI Follistim 2x/day, Ganirelix, 3 mature follicles, IUI #3, 18 million sperm post wash, doxycycline, PIO and heparin injections,

December 19th - BFN

January 2013- 2 weeks BC, 150 IU Bravelle 2x/day, Ganirelix, 2 mature follicles, IUI #4, 20 million sperm post wash, doxycycline, PIO and heparin injections - BFP!

January 29th - 1st beta - 42

January 31st - 2nd beta - 43, not good

February 4th - 3rd beta - 320! What? Maybe this is going to happen after all!

February 7th - 4th beta - 1196, RE says I have graduated to OB!

February 13th - 1 beautiful baby, saw the heartbeat, too early to hear it, measuring exactly 6 weeks

February 22nd - Heard heartbeat!!! Measuring perfectly at 7 weeks 3 days, Due date - 10/8/13

April 25th - It's another girl!!!!!

TTC Journey to #1

October 2008 - Married, never started BC

December 18, 2008 - BFP, second month trying!!

January 2009 - Miscarriage 7w2d

February - April 2009 - trying old fashioned method, no luck

April 2009 - First RE appt. SA:163 million, excellent motility & morphology

May 2009 - HSG all clear, IUI #1 - BFN

June 2009 - 50 mg clomid, IUI #2 - BFN

July 2009 - 50 mg clomid, IUI #3 - BFN

August 2009 - Follow up with RE, says 1% chance of getting pregnant, recommends IVF

September 2009 - I don't believe Dr, decide to go to Chinese Medicine Dr & Acupuncturist

October 2009 - Appointment with CM Dr, orders an expensive, out of pocket hormone test. I go to get records from RE, surely he tested hormones, right? WRONG, never did any basic hormone tests

November 2009 - Appointment with new RE, testosterone level elevated, diagnosed PCOS, 1500 mg Metformin, Birth Control for 1 month

December 2009 - Femara & HCG trigger shot- BFN

January 2010- Femara, HCG trigger shot, scheduled IUI, think I'm ovulating before giving trigger shot, go for Progesterone test, already ovulating, IUI canceled

February 2010 - Femara, Injectibles, trigger, IUI #4 - BFP

March 5th, 2010 - 1st beta - 79

March 8th, 2010 - 2nd beta - 96

March 10th, 2010 - 3rd beta - 99, Diagnosed as chemical pregnancy, never start on my own

March 17th, 2010 - 4th beta - 113, U/S, nothing in uterus, Ectopic, Methotrexate Shot

April 2010 - Tested positive for heterozygous G20210A & MTHFR gene mutations, started baby aspirin and Folgard.

May 2010 - Laparoscopy - tiny bit of stage 1 endo removed from left ovary, drilled right ovary, no blockage found in tubes.

June 2010 - Mixed Cycle - Femara and Bravelle injectibles, trigger shot, 3 good follies, 46 million sperm post wash, IUI #5, Heparin injections - BFN

July 2010 - Femara + Bravell, trigger, 2 follies, 29 million sperm post wash, heparin injections, IUI #6 - BFP

July 27, 2010 - 1st Beta- 29

July 29, 2010 - 2nd Beta - 22 - Chemical Pregnancy

August 2010 - Bravelle, Ganirelix, Trigger, 29 millions sperm post wash, heparin & PIO injections, IUI #7 - BFP

August 30th- 1st Beta - 90

September 1st - 2nd Beta - 209

September 8th - 3rd beta- 4150

September 15th - 4th beta - 29,481

September 20th - 1st Ultrasound - 1 beautiful baby, measuring 6wks6days, heart beating away

November 23rd - It's a GIRL!!!

May 2, 2011 - Quinn Caroline born at 8:25 PM, 7 lbs 14 oz, 20.5 inches

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