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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Ramblings and ICLW

Got a call from the RE's office yesterday. There was some sort of mixup and the lab didn't have enough blood to run the clotting and genetic test and they needed me to come back and give them 2 more vials. I asked if I could come right then so I didn't have to get up early today and they said yes. I was the only one in the office at 3:30 in the afternoon. Apparently all fertility treatments happen between 7:30 - 10:00 am because the office is always packed in the mornings.

I've been thinking for several days that Aunt Flo should arrive any day but I couldn't remember when the miscarriage started last month. Luckily I had called it in and the nurse checked my chart. Looks like I have a week or two more before the next cycle starts. I need to have the laparoscopy this month and I'm worried it's going to fall on the wedding weekend. I hope not because I'll have to postpone the surgery if it does since I'm the maid of honor. Brides tend to get bent out of shape when the MOH backs out last minute.

I've almost talked myself out of the surgery. Has anyone else every had the surgery and had nothing wrong in there? I've never had any symptoms of endo, I've gotten pregnant twice, and after researching PCOS ad nauseum, I really believe weight and egg quality are my biggest problems. The Dr. insists my BMI is not too high, though my family Dr would disagree with that, but I've gained 20 lbs since starting fertility treatments and I needed to lose 20 before we started trying. They say even a 5% loss of body mass can significantly improve hormone levels and egg quality.


(Diet update - still sticking with it, no cheating, weight loss has slowed a bit, but still trending down).

On a fun note, as I've been lurking and stalking these past few months I kept seeing this little box for IComLeavWe but I had no idea what it was. So I decided to click on it and find out about it. Turns out it's a great way to get more involved with others on this same path and I decided to participate this month. So far, I've "met" some really cool people and it's great to hear that you're not crazy and to find out these weird treatments and procedures I try every month are actually working for some people. It gives me a lot of hope.

Does anyone else find it hard to keep up with where you've commented? I didn't want to start at the top of the list, but I'm seeing now why that's a good idea. I tried clicking on random blogs, then I would get involved in reading the entire thing, then - did I comment? which post? maybe I left 2 comments, who knows? I feel like I've been at a college mixer, I met a whole bunch of cool chics I like and want to hang with, but I can't remember their names, or which dorm they live in (ummm, URL) and I feel like I'm never going to see them again! AAGGGHHHH! Guess I'm going to be reading EVERYONE'S blog again. Happy Reading!

Posted by Hope

11 comments

  1. Ceejay Says:
  2. Sorry I don't have any advice on the surgery. But I'm glad you decided to join ICLW! I usually just go through and pick out blogs at random to comment on. But I'm not trying to hit every one necessarily--I don't have enough time to be an iron commenter. And I'm sure no one will mind if you comment twice on their blog! Happy ICLW!

     
  3. daega99 Says:
  4. Glad you pressed the ICLW box!!! All the best with the surgery.

    ICLW
    http://daega99-arewethereyet.blogspot.com/

     
  5. Hi Hope, this is my very first ICLW too. I'm not commenting in any specific order and I am also starting to worry that I'm going to end up commenting on some blogs twice!

    Thanks for adding me to your reading list. I am your newest follower and I have added your blog to my list too.

    Good luck with your test results.

    Kim

     
  6. VA Blondie Says:
  7. ICLW is fun! I also run into the same problem with forgetting names.

    I do not have any thoughts on the surgery. I would discuss it with your doc. I think it depends on the path you want to take.

     
  8. BabyWid Says:
  9. Happy ICLW!

    I wish you all the best with the decisions you make in the near future. No matter what, I hope you see a very sticky BFP.

    www.babywid.blogspot.com

     
  10. Kelly Says:
  11. I hope that things go smoothly for you. Sorry you have to get more blood drawn. YUCK!

    ICLW is great. Welcome! It's tough to keep things straight. It's not just you!

     
  12. Keiko Zoll Says:
  13. Welcome to ICLW! It's good stuff indeed :) I'm going for Iron Commenter, which means commenting on every blog on the list. So to keep myself organized, I actually have an excel spreadsheet of all the blogs. When I comment on each one, I bold it. If I add them to my RSS feed or to my blogroll on my blog, I make them a different color. It's been a really organized way to keep track of them all.

    Best of luck on your upcoming surgery- be well! Happy ICLW!
    ~Miriam (ICLW #115)
    Hannah Wept, Sarah Laughed

     
  14. Blondie Says:
  15. Isn't ICLW great?! It has been a Godsend for me. As far as keeping track of what blogs I've already commented on, I don't clear out my cookies/cache/whatever very often, so the links that I've visited still show up highlighted days later.

     
  16. Sharon Says:
  17. It's my first time and I am enjoying it, getting to meet different people and there situations.
    Hopeing all goes well with the surgury no matter what happens.

    ~ICLW!

     
  18. Dear Diary Says:
  19. Hi, just started reading your blog. I hope everything goes well in surgery. Good luck!

     
  20. Anonymous Says:
  21. The surgery really isn't that bad. I had no idea symptoms of Endomtriosis, but when they did the laperpscopy they found that I had stage 2 endo. They determined that's where most of my fertility issues lied........i would have the surgery. It really wasn't that bad.

    Lorrie Johnson Malone

     

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July 2012 - Ovulated through the birth control, tyring old fashion way, did PIO and heparin shots, BFN

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December 19th - BFN

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March 8th, 2010 - 2nd beta - 96

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